A plane flies through the alley it’s engines sputter — or at least that’s what I hear
Furniture moves beneath the floorboards A thump, something scrapes the paper walls
Wood fibers fray at the hands of bandits; they’ll make it through any day now
I feel their clawing through my feet another sound to fill my cornered world
The refrigerator hums to stay alive and turns to ringing in my ears
Then it clears its throat and louder does the humming feel
It cycles into silence and I hear a distant bird
like an afterthought, a memory of the place this was before
Before the concrete flowed into towers, across planes
Before this land was stripped of green in pursuit of permanence, consistency
But it wasn’t for not — this covering of the earth for now I have this box
Where the sun is three squares in a white and rigid sky
and the green that’s left sits in planters and frames
I’ve woken to the sound of saws through rotted trunk
They’re fighting their way in and I struggle to get up
The floor is shaking so loud that I almost forget
There’s a door, I can leave It’s not all covered yet
But there’s a part of us we left under this rubble-to-be
This was once our world too something we pretend to still believe
Outside the sky whistles My lips quiver in the cold
I listen, but their scratching can now barely be heard
I step closer, the deck creaks and their clawing suddenly stops
I breath deep and finally I’m able to slow my thoughts
The quiet of night gently returns and I go back to sleep, now undisturbed
Fucking raccoons.